February 2012
I would give anything to be my sister.
2 tags
It’s been almost 5 months since I last cut. But lately I’ve been having the worst urges ever and so many unwanted and disturbing images won’t leave my head. I feel like the only reason i’m not doing it is because I can’t hide it from my boyfriend. Sometimes I wish I was alone so I could cut myself to shreds, but then I feel guilty for saying that and I want to cut...
invisibility-:
I want to fucking disappear. I hate myself. I will never be good enough.
5 tags
Shameful
When your boyfriend comes over to force you out of bed and puts you in the shower. And you cry and cry because you remember all the times you were bullied in school, even though that was 4 years ago now. I’m a mess.
5 tags
The awkward moment when you skip uni because you’re too depressed and you stay in bed all day sleeping, crying and sleeping and nobody even notices you’re not there.
But a pain when your house mates come back and try to get you up and force food on you. No thanks, I just need to be alone and empty.
I’m sorry, but I have to do this. You’ll see
My stomach hurts so much. I feel ill. Nobody takes me seriously. I haven’t done any of the work I was supposed to do for therapy. And what’s even the point? Nothing I say or think even matters. Don’t know why I even bother.
unfracaso-nothingmore:
g-a-u-n-t-l-y:
I would just like a cup of tea and a warm jumper, and maybe 90 codeine pills and a glass of vodka along with it.
Anonymous asked: ❄ What calms you down when you’re upset?
1 tag
Distract me? Please?
✞ Your religious Views? ✂ Have you ever self-harmed? Why? ✿ Relationship with your father? ❀ Relationship with your mother? ✩ Who is your most loved person? ♛ Have you ever been bullied? ☂ What is your sexuality? ☼ Who makes you the happiest? ♞ What is the most heroic thing you’ve ever done? ❄ What calms you down when you’re upset? ♥ Have you ever fallen in love? ✖ Had your heart broken? ☛ Have...
I’m never enough. Always on the edge. Sick but not sick enough. Sad but not sad enough. Damaged but not damaged enough.
When will anything I do ever be enough for anyone
Fucks sake.
Falling Falling Falling Falling Falling
verwelken:
I’m drowning. I’m spiraling. I’m choking. I’m sinking. I’m fading. I’m exploding. I’m suffocating. I’m dying.
Save me please.
7 tags
I weighed myself just now and I’m higher than I’ve ever been since I started weighing. I feel physically ill.
I’ve been so greedy and piggish lately and now it’s showing. I feel like I’ve gained a stone on me when I look in the mirror.
I feel ashamed, embarrassed and disgusted with myself.
I can’t even express how horrendous I feel right now.
I want to cut...
verwelken:
I hate myself. The world is scary. I’m so stressed. I’m so lonely. I want to die.
3 tags
If I died right now, would you even notice? Would you even care?
